It's the last day of term. Yet, it somehow doesn't feel like it.
Had GP paper on Wednesday. I tell you, it didn't feel like an exam at all. Especially since I was simply taking my time to do it while stoning halfway. Haha. I won't be surprised if I don't do well.
Well. Many things have been happening recently. I'm just super lazy to actually recall what happened and blog about it. Haha.
But well, I feel kind of sad that time has passed so fast. No doubt, I'm happy that the holidays are here. (Wait, what holidays?) Then again, it also means that half the year is going to be over soon. And looking back, I can't seem to find many things that I'm proud that I've accomplished. Also, there's the horrible CTs coming up after the holidays. ): I tell you, I'm not used to this. I'm used to having every single test count, though that wouldn't be a good idea right now. Haha. I don't know. I don't like exams. I really don't ): In fact, I think I abhor them.
Ahwells. I think I ought to count my blessings. As in, I feel really really blessed. Yet, being men, we usually aren't contented so easily. We always want more, always hope for more, always think that things could be better. Then again, I'm pretty happy and content, in a way(:
Sometimes you wish things wouldn't change, that they'll all stay constant. Sometimes, you wish you didn't hear certain stuff, 'cause sometimes, ignorance is indeed bliss. Then again, you could be the difference. You could be the one, who take a stand, who make things better. Then again, how probable is that? I don't know. I just want us to stick together and stay strong. I believe we can make things work out. I believe that everyone has a place, and no one is inferior or whatsoever. We're a team. Teams stick together and stay strong. Everyone has a part to play, everyone contributes to the team. I hope, by this time next year, we won't have regrets, we won't look back and say that we didn't accomplish much, that we didn't manage to forge strong friendships. I have faith in us. But sometimes, faith alone does not translate into actions.
I'm really really grateful though. Even though I'm happy about some stuff, sad about others and having mixed feelings about the random stuff, I still believe that everything's part of His plan.
Been thinking a lot lately, in fact, too much for my comfort. But sometimes, I guess thinking is necessary. Before things get so hectic and we don't have time to catch our breath. I don't know. Haha. I think I'm contradicting myself.
Anywayyyy. The holidays are here. And well, it isn't much of a holiday. :/ Still, I thank God for not having to wake up so early every single day(:
Haha okay I need to do pw researchhhhhhhhh.
Off I go(:
I love you guys much much many many(:
Thanks for always making my day<3
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