Saturday, 11 July 2009
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All I have to say is,
I'm missing you
I hope you're doing fine
I love you<3
Saturday, 04 July 2009
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CTs are over!(: (: (: Haha. Spent the last week of holidays mugging like some insane person. It was not fun. Seriously not fun. Even mugging for Os was a whole lot better than that mugging that took place. It was, Insane.
Oh yes. Church camp was pretty alright(: I'm glad I went :D
After Bio paper on thurs, Bel Mel Cheryl and I went to watch Duplicity. Haha, I have no idea why we keep picking the movies that requires some thinking to get the plot right after long days where our brain is dying. Haha. But it was great(: The movie's super good haha. Then I went home, like a good girl, for dinner while the rest went out to eat.
Finally finally finally caught Transformers the next day. It was so action-packed! Haha. Okay I haven't watched an action movie in what seems like the longest time. Wait stop. I watched Pelham. Oops hee(: But yeah Transformers was good(: And a whole lot more well-enjoyed because of the wait that I had to endure while mugging. Haha. I remember Bel always saying that the movie was only 2 hours, and what difference would it make if we went to watch the movie instead of mugging our asses off. Haha. But I'm glad I waited, cause it made me enjoy the movie even more(:
After that, Bel and I went to Iluma to walk. There wasn't anything much. Just this quite cool shop with all the weird funny stuffs. Plus a nice CD shop. Haha. I saw musical boxes, or something like that, that amused me a whole lot haha. After that we went to Suntec Pizza Hut for dinner. Gosh. We waited so so so so long for our food to arrive and I cannot stand waiting for food D: Haha. And then, it was dessert time!(: (: (: We went to Coffee Bean to eat cake. Gosh the cakes are so so so so nice! :D Haha. I think, I've gained weight. Ahwells(:
Oh yes. I met HuiQi and Charlene haha.
Yeahhhhh. Had so much fun the past two days(: Had this sense of freedom, which I haven't felt in a long long while. Plus, with such great company, why wouldn't I have fun?(: I think, God really blessed me with great friends(:
There's no training next week ): Stupid swine. Go away laaaaaaa. I need to keep fit ):
My weekend's quite packed(: Am happy :D Plus Monday is a school holiday! Out with teammates :D :D :D Hee.
Okay off I go(:
Saturday, 13 June 2009
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This week has been alright, I guess. I'm super happy I managed to meet with most of my favourite people this week. Like really really miss all of them so much<3
Three trainings a week make me kind of happy 'cause I get to spend quality time with crazy team mates and all(: Plus retarded moments and whatnots. Haha. Had a whole lot of fun these past two weeks thanks to touch(: Though things may get sad/frustrating, I believe we can stay strong and overcome all the obstacles together.
We sent Carol off on Tuesday. Some crazy people camped at the airport while the more sane people just woke up super early to say goodbye to her. Though we weren't given a chance to say a proper goodbye, I hope it was good enough for you. Take care, we're missing you already.
After that I went to meet Yinyee and Tomoe at IMM. [I look super sleepy in the picture but this is the only one that can be uploaded :/] Haha anyway, we went to eat lunch before Tomoe had to go off and then Yinyee and I walked around IMM, window shopping. Haha. Love the girl so much(: Missed her like so so so much ): But yeah. We went to eat ice cream after that haha. We tend to pig out everytime we meet up. Caught up with her about many many stuffs(: Am so glad I'm gonna see her soon(: Okay maybe not soon, but still, its better than 3 months later haha. Love you mydear<3
Went for tkd training after that. It was, fulfilling. Haha. Saw some people I haven't seen in awhile(: Talked to them and laughed, like old times. Gosh, you have no idea how much I'm hoping that I'll be able to juggle all my commitments and yet go for training. I miss it so so much and Tuesday made me super happy when I realised that, not everything is gone. Some of it is still there. Gosh gosh. Haha and yet Tuesday made me realise things that I can acheive if I hadn't stopped training. Ahwells. I'm just glad to be back(:
Went out with Cheryl, May, Mel and Bel yesterday after training, after spazzing over the small figurines sold at 7-11 haha. Anyway, we finally met up, like officially since school ended(: Was super happy I tell you :D :D Haha.
We went to watch a movie(: State of Play. Haha it isn't really my favourite type of movie, but it was entertaining and mind boggling alright(: Plus with Cheryl beside me grabbing my hand at the tense moments and Bel on the other side of me anticipating the shootings and everything. Haha. I enjoyed myself(: Oh yes I must say, we're super inefficient in deciding what movie we want to watch. Haha. Sadly, Monsters and Aliens [3D] was too expensive ):
Oh yes, before watching the movie, we went to Starbucks and they took many many spastic photos. Haha. Did retarded things like trying to drink from two drinks at the same time, haha. And then after the movie, May and Cheryl went off while Bel Mel and I went for dinner(: Dinner was superb. Like really really! We went to Bakerzin and gosh it was awesomeee(: Hee. Sat down and talked till bout 9pm before we all started heading home.
TODAY, haha, went to eat brunch with Shermaine, Joyce, Deborah, Bernice and Bryan. Haha. Pictures not up yet so no pictures ): But yeah. Haha. Had great fun(: Was still super high and smiley from yesterday so I enjoyed myself pretty much. It was great seeing them, especially Joyce!(: Though I meet the rest every Sunday at church, I guess we don't spend much time like this, just sititng down and talking. Haha.
Yeah that pretty much summarizes my week. There were ups and downs, definitely. But I'm kind of glad it ended on a high(: Regardless of the downs I've had this week, I daresay I've had a great week(: Been emailing Elaine, who's in Sweden who sent me a pretty picture!
Gosh it makes me wish I was there with her. Haha then again, maybe not(:
Yeah I had a relatively okay two weeks of holidays so far(: Especially this week. Gosh super happy now(: Despite all the downs, I believe in staying happy and yet appreciate the downs because they teach you how great happiness really is(:
So, next Monday to Thursday will be spent in Malaysia. Haha. I'm determined to make the best of these four days. 'Cause I'll be missing people like crazy. Plus I'll be missing trainings. Haha. Plus I want to get back on track with God. So I'm treasuring this chance. Lets hope it'll be fun(:
From HuiQi's blog,
"You just eventually get used to it, until one day you see something that reminds you and boom, it's a feeling so immense that it hurts. It comes back again, maybe even worse than before, and that takes time again.Time for you to get used to the idea that they are no longer always there. It takes time to forget a little bit, but it will always hurt a little."
It's so apt. So so apt. I believe, we'll all learn to get used to it together. Lets stay strong together<3
Though things aren't at its best, I choose to believe, to believe that they'll get better and that we'll come out stronger together. Yes it ain't easy and I think we're all gonna hurt alot. But its all part of growing up. Sometimes, we gotta take a huge blow to stand up stronger and more mature, to appreciate what we have even more. Though some things will come back to haunt us continually, we become stronger each time we conquer them. All I can say is, at least we have each other to lean on. Though some things have to be dealt with alone, for us to grow, I believe that we can all do this. We can do this<3
Haha gosh super long post(:
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
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After so long, its back to square one.
To listen, and obey.
Tuesday, 09 June 2009
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It hits so hard.
So so hard.
Goodbye isn't easy;
Friday, 05 June 2009
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One by one, people started leaving.
&Even now, its still continuing.
Things wont be the same anymore
Sunday, 31 May 2009
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Do you have any idea how much I miss it.
&How much I really wish I was there.
I want to go back.
I really do.
Friday, 29 May 2009
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It's the last day of term. Yet, it somehow doesn't feel like it.
Had GP paper on Wednesday. I tell you, it didn't feel like an exam at all. Especially since I was simply taking my time to do it while stoning halfway. Haha. I won't be surprised if I don't do well.
Well. Many things have been happening recently. I'm just super lazy to actually recall what happened and blog about it. Haha.
But well, I feel kind of sad that time has passed so fast. No doubt, I'm happy that the holidays are here. (Wait, what holidays?) Then again, it also means that half the year is going to be over soon. And looking back, I can't seem to find many things that I'm proud that I've accomplished. Also, there's the horrible CTs coming up after the holidays. ): I tell you, I'm not used to this. I'm used to having every single test count, though that wouldn't be a good idea right now. Haha. I don't know. I don't like exams. I really don't ): In fact, I think I abhor them.
Ahwells. I think I ought to count my blessings. As in, I feel really really blessed. Yet, being men, we usually aren't contented so easily. We always want more, always hope for more, always think that things could be better. Then again, I'm pretty happy and content, in a way(:
Sometimes you wish things wouldn't change, that they'll all stay constant. Sometimes, you wish you didn't hear certain stuff, 'cause sometimes, ignorance is indeed bliss. Then again, you could be the difference. You could be the one, who take a stand, who make things better. Then again, how probable is that? I don't know. I just want us to stick together and stay strong. I believe we can make things work out. I believe that everyone has a place, and no one is inferior or whatsoever. We're a team. Teams stick together and stay strong. Everyone has a part to play, everyone contributes to the team. I hope, by this time next year, we won't have regrets, we won't look back and say that we didn't accomplish much, that we didn't manage to forge strong friendships. I have faith in us. But sometimes, faith alone does not translate into actions.
I'm really really grateful though. Even though I'm happy about some stuff, sad about others and having mixed feelings about the random stuff, I still believe that everything's part of His plan.
Been thinking a lot lately, in fact, too much for my comfort. But sometimes, I guess thinking is necessary. Before things get so hectic and we don't have time to catch our breath. I don't know. Haha. I think I'm contradicting myself.
Anywayyyy. The holidays are here. And well, it isn't much of a holiday. :/ Still, I thank God for not having to wake up so early every single day(:
Haha okay I need to do pw researchhhhhhhhh.
Off I go(:
I love you guys much much many many(:
Thanks for always making my day<3
Sunday, 24 May 2009
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I'm not sure whether you'll see this, but I'm gonna do it anyway.
I'm so sorry my dear friend, for upsetting you with what I said. I didn't know you would take it to heart. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to upset you or make you pissed ):
I admit, I usually don't think before I speak. It's a failing of mine. I'm really sorry. I should have been more sensitive to your feelings. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean it, really really.
I know me saying sorry won't take away the hurt that I've caused. But I hope that you'll forgive me. I hope that our friendship is strong enough to overcome this. I can't promise that it won't happen again. All I can say is, I promise to try my best to not let it happen again.
I'm really sorry. I don't know what else to say. I just want you to know that, I treasure our friendship, and I hope things will be fine soon.
I love you my dear friend.
I'm sorry.
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