Wednesday, 14 July 2010



  • This season of my life is over. This blog has served me extremely well. Maybe thats why I'm so reluctant to delete it. It contains many many memories of the past 3 years, hahah yes it has been that long. I don't even know who reads this actually, not that it matters.

    But if you happen to read this, I want you to know that God is awesome. If you want to hear more, feel free to contact me(: I hope you have a very happy life ahead.

    So at the end of this season of my life, I'm moving ahead. All these memories shall be kept here, because they are too precious to delete. But it's time to look to happier times ahead. This calls for a celebration :D

    God bless you!(:

Monday, 05 July 2010



  • Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.

Saturday, 26 June 2010



  • I used to be unable to imagine a life different from what I had. But things have changed so much that I'm living it these days. And honestly, life's pretty good. Except for those days/moments where I'm reminded of the past too often. Maybe, this is better and I'll get used to it. I used to compare to the past all the time and complain that things have changed. But I get it now. Things'll never be the same, and its better that way.

    There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but we have to let go.

    I've learnt that I can be happy without.

Thursday, 24 June 2010

Friday, 18 June 2010



  • Today's the start of my free weekend with parents away. The sad news is that my girlfriends aren't free to share it with me. This week hasn't been very good. It hit me that my life was very 'sad' because I have to spend the bulk of everyday studying for exams while my friends can be having such a happening and exciting life. Than again I realise that the fact I'm still alive is a gift and blessing itself(:

    So I refuse to wallow in self-pity about having a lonely weekend because all my close friends (whom I miss very much, sigh) are busy. Instead, I shall attempt things which I loved to do but hardly have the time to anymore. Haha yes I'm going to have fun this weekend :D

Saturday, 12 June 2010



  • "Sometimes, you just need someone to talk to. Someone who is not only willing to be there for you, but understands you & what you’re going through. Someone who you let down your guards & reveal your imperfections. Someone who will never judge you or sway away even from the mistakes you make. Someone who doesn’t need words to prove but you both know that the person will always be there. Someone who loves you, truly for who you are. One of the greatest gifts in life is having the chance to find someone like that in your life."

    I've found, and I've lost.

    But hey, they say it's the journey that counts right?

    So here's to you, who taught me lessons beyond school. Thank you for everything. But sometimes, it's just time to let go.

    Because everybody deserves to be happy(:
    I hope you stay happy always :D

Tuesday, 08 June 2010

Friday, 04 June 2010



  • H3's over!!!!!!!! :D

    Haha okay so maybe I didn't conquer it. But I can safely say I didn't die from it(: So happy :D

    Thank you dear friends for your well wishes, prayers, encouragement and all. I feel so blessed by you all, you know that!(:

    Mel came over to talk to me on Monday night before she left for Malaysia the next day, just to make sure that I was alright and not dying from H3 haha. Cheryl's been such a blessing, constantly encouraging and surprising me with a really sweet letter(: Calida and Vanessa for studying with me :D Jan for meeting me yesterday to exchange prelim papers and encouraging me(: Gray, for answering all my questions throughout the whole course of H3. Bel for taking time out to find me yesterday when she got back from ccal camp. Not to mention all the well-wishes from so many other people!!!(:

    It's been a tough journey, really. H3's one of the subjects that really makes me feel super dumb no matter how much I study >: ( But I had such peace and joy will studying the past week. Thank You. :D I made new friends at H3 as well! Quite happy overall :D

    So now that it's over, I get a short break(: Going out to play the next few days and most of next week (oops haha). Very excited. Then I'll get back to studying haha. So many people have started studying for CTs it's quite scary to think that I'll have to catch up with such limited time :/ Studying's such peer pressure, I don't like. But I'm quite excited to study (for now, and hopefully till after As) because well, it's all for Him(:

    The end of a chapter :D

Sunday, 30 May 2010

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  • paracetemolness
    haha..im not saying your life is depressing..haha it might be the way you express it in your blog...haha. Ofcourse its always good to be happy but without sadness, happiness would not be worth it;)so yeah.haha.im just saying.haha
  • paracetemolness
    when i read your blog, honestly it is very depressing:O you sound like your sad but it seems happy;)