PW's OVER! Like officially! Even I&R oh gosh I'm so happy :D
OP on Thursday was better than I expected, for me. Gosh. I was so so scared haha my heart was beating so so fast ): And then there was this part when I was speaking, when I totally blanked out and forgot my script for a moment. With no cue cards somemore. Haha. Thank God I remembered my next line after an awkward pause for a few seconds. Seriously thank God if not I would have died already. Plus Q&A question was alright! :D :D Haha super happy(:
Went to Jon Wah's house after OP to play RockBand and slack around. Then off to ChompChomp for dinner with my favourite people plus 3 guys haha. They ordered so much food oh gosh. The food was yummy though(: Ate so much was so full. Haha. They had Sugarcane Challenge. Drank (a little of) this whole enormous glass of lime juice and ate Ice Kachang :D Yes I'm a kid(: Left early after that because I was really tired and was super poor company. Went home and watched TV before doing my I&R and going to sleep :D
Went back to school for extra Chem lessons yesterday. Can you believe it ): Haha. It was alright I guess. Managed to do tutorial instead of listening to her haha. Two hours, three questions. Super slow I tell you. After that, stayed back to help May Na collate I&R before skipping seeing EK and went home to sleeeeeeeeeeeep(:
Went to IKEA after that with Bel(: Yummy food I tell you. At the rate I'm eating, I'm going to grow fat haha. Ate yummy meatballs and potato salad. Was so so so full. Then we went to walk IKEA before buying ice cream :D IKEA had really nice set-ups. Haha. Okay a few of them. It was so so cold was freeeeeeeezing. We walked the whole of IKEA before deciding to go to the giant Giant to walk. Haha.
Then we went to catch 2012!(: It was quite a good show. Haha the tickets were sold out. After the movie, went to eat traditional bread before going home. Haha super tired. Crashed on the bus ride back home. Unlike someone, I actually woke up early to go to school haha. Still love you though you always pon school! Hee(:
Recently, I've learnt that being fair to the people you love means letting them in. Not pushing them away. It means letting them know how you truly feel, not just putting on a front. I've also learnt that you don't have to be who people want you to be around those who truly love and care for you. Because they just want you to be yourself. I guess I've always known all these. But I just haven't truly realised what it meant.
I haven't been fair, I acknowledge that. But I'm trying. I'm trying really hard and it's not easy I tell you. After years of doing it, it's difficult to change suddenly. I'm so sorry for putting you through it all. I'll continue trying, I promise. Give me a little time. I love you<3
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